fIRST OFF WHAT i SHARE IS NOT TO PREACH BY NO MEANS. IF ONE THINKS THINK THAT THIS IS WHAT MY INTENTION IS IT IS JUST TO SHOW HOW I GOT TO BE WHO I AM TODAY. THE ACTUAL PROCESS HAS BEEN A LIFE LONG SEEK AND FIND AND ONLY RECENTLY HAVE I SEEN THE ESSENCE OF TRUTH. THE Bible is an informative way to live life knowing the grace that God presents is the way to live life. To receive and understand true grace through God and his understanding takes time and effort that nothing else compares to the divine feeling of knowing you did the right thing if others are indifferent. I did not care if others were indifferent of my growing understandings of God. I knew what I was seeking was the good of all that cared enough to find a way to bring justification to a very unjustified essence of time. The time was relevant to the exact moment in which was present of all truth and even into today truth is all around us it just matters what we seek, Is it the lie or truth that we seek? If that question cannot be answered just remember What matters is the continuation of seeking power AND who and what THE REAL POWER IS.
I will speak about my own experience and how I have come to my own interpretation of life's true happiness presented in natural form. My focus throughout life has enabled me to be a person that can love and be loved.
To obtain in natural form the individual purpose defined through God, is ultimately to understand God. In time I found I could understand myself as an individual better through the study of God and later for the study, knowing and understanding others of which gave me the understanding of perfect love.
I will start with God as being the first Law in command which eventually is also the last. The in between Laws of purpose I would say can at times be incredibly frustrating in todays society, but having God in the front of the ship allows perpetual motion that can not be surpassed.
I have always been perplexed by the nature of God AND HOW PEOPLE WERE SO MUCH IN OPPOSITION. I was aware from the age of nine that God was a reason for life, but the reason was not shown until I took the time to look. I knew God was what I was responsible to seek. The effort that was given after the realization was never seen as an effort but only a path to the truth. I could not understand why I had such a determination to find out about something I knew nothing about but was incredibly defined by its nature. I searched for an answer to the unknown for over 28 years through studies of the Bible, people , places and things.
At one point in my life I had difficulty understanding the reason why PEOPLE THOUGHT SO differentLY THAN i ABOUT EVERYTHING . THE tHOUGHT ABOUT LIFE WAS A ROLE TO PLAY for ANOTHER who DEEMED FIT FOR THEIR OWN INFLUENce TRIGGERED BY SELF GRATIFICATION AND GREED. that became the point I found It completely irrational so I knew I had to know more, not knowing why but only knowing it was a need. My search was defined by THE NEGATIVITY FELT THROUGH EXPERIENCES THAT WERE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE. i WAS TOLD SO MANY TIMES WHAT NOT TO DO AND EVENTUALLY BECAME THE REASON WHY I SEARCHED FOR WHAT TO DO AND HOW TO THINK. To believe in something is to keep going forward and eventually the meaning will show itself. I hope with this site I Can help you find the same.
I studied in the hands of others for years through some tough environments that some might think would be intolerable. For me though the journey was necessary for the fulfillment of TRUTH. I knew Gods promise would bring perfect love, unconditional that God seeks for everyone to enjoy and live through. The time was of relevance to Gods almighty works, so I continued to seek Gods truth.
The question in my own every day thoughts was "Why has no one tried to make things better for our kids generation? I sought for an understanding , an understanding that held my desire for the truth, and the one question that kept entering into my thoughts was "Is fulfillment obtained for the sake of many or just for the sake of one?" As time passed the answer was revealed with absolute power. Power comes to the one who seeks and not the one who denies without seeking. Denying ones own ability to find what is theirs is denying ones own self worth. I want to discuss this thought with complete relevance. Finding true purpose of the truth in my interpretation not another's brings truth to ones own purpose and true self. We can all be followers or leaders of our own path in life but defining god as the teacher brings reverence to ones own self with complete grace of our worth. Once truth is defined it can appropriately be shared inclusively with sense. Ones truth can be become another's through the consistency of defined grace gaining substantial growth towards freedom and ultimately happiness THAT can be shared. What is earned is freely given and becomes a delight. Looking for peace in Gods understanding, not mans brings a truth that cannot be denied. I never conformed only stayed true to the renewing of my mind that carried truth as is said in Romans 12:1-2 "Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind". To carry on from generation to generation something that does not work does not make sense.
THE MOST IMPORTANT TO ME IS CONSISTENCY WITH GOD; NOT HAVING GOD DISALLOWS THE POSSIBILITY OF COMBINED EFFORTS TO ACHIEVE HARMONY. IF CORRELATION NEVER OCCURS WITH COMBINED EFFORTS, A NEW WAY TO BUILD DIFFERENTLY WITH RESPECT WILL CONTINUE TO BE A HOPE FOR SOME AND A DREAM FOR OTHERS WITH THE LINGERING QUESTION OF "WHAT IF?" THAT IS WHERE I NEVER WANTED MY EXISTENCE TO BE ASKING "WHAT IF"? I CAN SAY AT LEAST I TRIED.
i HAVE A SON THAT IS 29 YEARS OLD AND BY ME GIVING BIRTH TO HIM i ACCEPTED THE RESPONSIBILITY TO CREATE AN EXISTENCE JUSTIFIED IN TRUTH. i WAS BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD THINKING THAT EVERYONE OLDER THAN ME WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY INFLUENCE ON HOW TO LIVE LIFE. THE MORE I TRIED TO EXECUTE ME IN OTHERS VALUES THE MORE I KNEW I AS WELL AS GOD TOGETHER WERE THE COACHES OF MY DESTINY and the more i tried to understand THROUGH COMPENSATING OTHERS THE FARTHER I FELL AWAY . i WAS MUCH OF A ENTREPRENEUR IN ALL FACETS OF MY LIFE AND I WAS GOING TO FOLLOW MY INSTINCT. i SAW VALUES IN MY SON THAT INFLUENCED HIM TO KNOW THE GREATER PART OF LIFE. ANYTHING HE DECIDED TO DO WOULD BE HIS CHOICE AND GOD WOULD HELP DEFINE HIS EXISTENCE IN ALL CHOICES. THE ONLY THINGS THAT WERE MISSING WERE THE POSITIVE INFLUENCES OF OTHERS THAT WE ALL CALL LEADERS. the TEACHING ON HOW TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD INDEPENDENTLY, HAPPY AND FREE WITHOUT HAVING TO ANSWER TO ANOTHER WAS NEVER PRESENTED UNTIL HE TOOK THE CHANCE TO BELIEVE IN HIMSELF. ONCE THAT THOUGHT BECAME HIS INFLUENCE HE DID NOT STOP SEARCHING FOR THE TRUTH. through HIMSELF WITH GOD and me supporting every step of the way HE WAS ABLE TO MEET ABSOLUTELY GIFTED PEOPLE AND go through EXPERIENCEs that allowed him to recognize HOW HE COULD CREATE A LIFE OF FREEDOM with COMPLETE HAPPINESS.
I personally have achieved success with Gods truth and with that I am blessed. i HAVE BEEN SO LUCKY TO BE A PART OF MY SONS GROWTH AND PROSPERITY ALONG WITH HIS MILLENIELL PEERS. tHE MILENNIALS HAVE SUCH A POSITIVE OUTLOOK ON LIFE BECAUSE THEY ARE THE BUILDING BLOCK OF THEIR EXISTENCE AND KNOW THAT WHATEVER THEY CHOOSE TO SUCCEED WILL TAKE HARD WORK, SUSTAINABILITY, RESPONSIBILITY AND A WILLINGNESS TO NOT PUSH THE CART BEFORE THE HORSE BUT BE READY WHEN THE HORSE TAKES OFF. pEOPLE SO MANY TIMES SAY THAT THE MILLENIALS ACT LIKE THEY ARE ENTITLED. tHIS STATEMENT HAS A MEANING NOT ONE PERSON THAT EXPRESSED EVEN KNOWS. tHIS WAS EXPRESSED ON A NEGATIVE TONE BUT GUESS WHAT EVERY NEW GENERATION THAT ARISES IS ENTITLED TO WHATEVER THEY CHOOSE. EVERYTHING COMES WITH CHOICE AND WITH CHOICE COMES DEDICATION AND WITH DEDICATION COMES HARD WORK AND WITH HARD WORK COMES ENTITLEMENT. WE ARE ALL ENTITLED TO WHAT WE CHOOSE TO PUT EFFORT INTO THATS A GOD GIVEN INTEREST. eNTITLEMENT IS WHat makes one a leader if not for others for oneself and that is what God intended to bring to our glory an ability to appreciate our strength by knowing what we can become through the existence of self reliance.
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